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| ( 01.13.04 + 1:46 am ) Thoughts Before Movies Alone Tonight is a cultural literacy cram night. I am watching Donnie Darko and Wet Hot American Summer back to back. It should be a thrilling evening. I want to be impressed. The pains of my stolen $120 and my $180 speeding ticket are becoming less raw. I am going to write the clerk in Eau Claire, Wisconsin and sad letter and be really cheep for the next semester. It should work. And my plans for this summer are coming together at last. If I work my ass of the next week and make my outline for my book absolutely amazing, I might be able to get a contract to write it this summer. That would mean money up front from a publisher. That would mean moving in with my grandma in NYC and writing all summer. That would mean publishing a book before I am 20 years old. I could be a real writer! Dreams coming true. If I were in NYC this summer, oh my god, I would rule the world. (do it! do it! do it! ... coaching myself constantly) On A Serious Note I need to be thinking of what I talked about with Brain and Charlie. Writing is a good way to do it. Brian wrote this: my pitiful sorrows have seen more tomorrows than yours Its good. I my problems with lying, indecision, carelessness and procrastination cause pain to others. I need to change that before I end up like that lady who hit all those cars. At lease I don't have genital herpes like my little brother. Andrea
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