radiant with terror
( 12.16.05 + 11:34 am )
please don't send this

I want to sock you in the nose. Dead center, fist to nasal cavity, pow.

I am thinking of insulting names for things that are important to you:
April "everyone born in this day will be a jerk" 13th
Issue Reject Room
Robert "perfect lives has no artistic merit" Ashley

But, you should know that I am interpreting your distance as rejection, responding to it with disproportional anxiety, and regretting ever starting something that would leave me so insecure over so little.

Just explain to me, it won't take much time, that I am not as absent from your thoughts and affections as our recent communications have led me to believe... since you certainly aren't absent from mine.
Andrea

**GAWD, why am I doing this all over again? Will anyone's attention ever be enough for me?**

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